Sincerity

Salam,

"In management there are 5..planning, organizing, staffing, leading or directing, and controlling an organization" kata bapak aku pagi tadik. Sikda "sincerity" dlm ya. Ya kategori lain. Jujur adalah dalam kategori keperibadian dan disiplin. Mun kau rasa kau jujur dalam semua urusan aku ucap tahniah. Tp mun kau padah kau jujur aku rasa kau dah bulak dirik kau, aku and someone else. Aku rasa kau saja nak nunjok kau berpotensilah tp sbenarnya kau sikda potensi langsung. Mungkin ur past history memang pait tp aku rasa mun ko gik pakey skill ya nang masih gik olahan ya ngekot. Sikda ke cne2.

Rasa2nya lah sikda lamak ku sia. Terus terang ku padah mun gitok la flow nya. Aku rasa aku dpt btahan bbrapa lamak dlm taun tok jak. Taun depan ya sik tauk lah wallahualam. Mun Allah nak nyuroh aku di sia so sia jak la aku. Tapi aku doa kan semoga profit yg kita dapat ya(walaupun ko rasa kau yg dapat n berhak dpt banyak tp at the 1st place kau pun padah 5050) dpt d manage dgn betol. No! U can't control our money. U're just doin ur job as marketing jak. Not an accountant. Whatever cne duit ya flow aku berhak tauk juak sbb ya bukan duit kau sorg. Tapi bila part profit aku sik tyk profit kau utk apa. Tapi bila kau tiba2 cita hal profit aku pegi cne, apa hak kau nak tauk duit aku? Aku nak meli apa ka blanja ke cne ka sukati aku la nak. Ya dah dipersetujui sama2 dolok. Aku tauk gne nak manage duit ku pun. Kau pun tauk gne cara nak manage duit kau tp adakah aku akan tyk cne pegi duit kau? Sikda. Ya hak kau lah. Aku bukan poret nak gago hal duit org. Duit ku pun ada. Ko ingat duit aku ya pakey aku apa? K aku biz lain? So? Aku nak biz lain ka sukati aku la nak? Perlu ka aku ekot flow kau? Thanks for ur advice. I appreciate it. Tp apa2 yg bakal tjadi sikda nyusah kau pun. Apa ko nak bingong? Ko bingong duit ko pun jak nak? Tol? Pasya ko ingat profit aku tek sik layak utk aku? Abis ya dah d persetujui dr awal. Aku ekot janji ya.

Jangan ko ingat aku sik pande. Nampak dr luar d tangga biasa tp mun ko benar2 terer diat bahagian dalamnya. Jgn ko predict diat dr lua ajak.............

"PAPPPPPP....!!!" Adeh.. aku gugok katel duhal. Dasat juak mimpi ya tek?

Ada someone tujukan lagu ini khas utk aku. Nya padah setiap kali nya dgr lagu tok teringat ngn aku n asa2 aku polah utk nya tp nya pun padah ya cuma perasaannya jak. Apa2 pun makseh ngek.

Today she's been working, she's been talking, she's been smoking,
but it'll be alright,
Cos tonight we'll go dancing, we'll go laughing, we'll get car sick,
and it'll be okay like everyone says, it'll be alright and ever so nice,
We're going out tonight, out and about tonight.

Oh, whatever makes her happy on a Saturday night,
Oh whatever makes her happy, whatever makes it alright.

Today she's been sat there, sat there in a black chair, office furniture,
but it'll be alright,
Cos tonight we'll go drinking we'll do silly things,
and never let the winter in,
And it'll be okay like everyone says, it'll be alright and ever so nice,
We're going out tonight, out and about tonight.

Oh, whatever makes her happy on a Saturday night,
Oh, whatever makes her happy, whatever makes it alright.

we'll go to peepshows and freak shows,
we'll go to discos, casinos,
we'll go where people go and let go

oh whatever makes her happy on a saturday night...

Suede - Saturday Night

Sekian.